Monday, October 25, 2010

Frustration

These past few weeks since I last posted have been very difficult. An overwhelming feeling of  fatigue sits like a cloud above my head.. Unfortunately I have spent a good portion of my days napping. I have my list of things to do, but a lot of that stuff stays undone. My plans for organizing and cleaning my house over the next few months are on hold.. I am now wrapped up in the immediate future which first of all needs me to focus on that immediate future and not dwell in the past over what I didn't do. That what seems to trip me up the most, I focus on the failures and missed opportunities instead of just getting up and do it. Enough of that! Today is a new day.
My mother in law came home this past Friday. She had  spent about  2 weeks at a Rehab Hospital recovering from her stroke. But God is good, she is doing well. She is getting her strength  back and she is so glad to be home. I called her this morning, and she had just gotten back from getting her hair done. It wasn't funny at the time, but she insisted on going to the hair dresser before she went to the hospital before her stroke. Now we can get a giggle out of it. It's all about priorities!  Her other problem was her diabetes was out of control which started this unfortunate chain of events. She is now on insulin. But all is quiet at the moment. I hope it will last a little while any way.
Wow, I feel better! I am not as frustrated at the moment. I am even a little motivated! Time to take out the TO DO LIST and start crossing off some items. Will hopefully be posting again soon.

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